Friday, May 30, 2008

HEAVENLY THINKING

I was on my way for a job interview when the Lord brought my thoughts into a forgotten stream of truth. "You're just passing through", He whispered as I was taking the subway train in my formal wear, ready to meet my possible employer.

I thanked the heavens for His great revelation. How marvelous are His words! This world is not my home! I'm just passing through. I am a pilgrim of this world so why should I be overly concerned with such worldly things. Why should I live as if I truly belong here when I am not? Shouldn't I prepare my heart for eternity? Shouldn't I pursue the eternal and godly things as Jesus has instructed?

It all came to me. A few decades more or maybe even tomorrow, I'll be leaving this perishing world. Each day could be my last so why should I live storing riches here? Even if I am successful in my endeavors, death would physically eat my body. So why not live each day as if it were my last? Why not live each day, savoring every moment, good or bad, joyfully with the Lord? Anytime could be my last and my victory is secured so why still cower in fear of the unknown? Why not radically sprint in this life I was born to? Shouldn't I walk as if I will never walk again? Shouldn't I preach as if I will never preach again? When the Lord comes, there will be no more preaching or evangelism. There will be no more standing up for the truth. There will be no more persecution or trouble. There will be no more tears for revival. There will be no more weeping in prayer. There will be no more time to run and hide. Its judgment day. The sea and land would give up the dead. The books of life would be opened and those names that were written, those who belong to the Lord, will live forever with Him, adoring His unfailing magnificence.

The Lord of lords that leadeth a host of fiery angels is soon to come. Soon everything will be over. In this life, I have become a stranger. The moment I was given the mark of the Lamb, I have become a pilgrim. Yes, my flesh still exists and craves the world. But the Spirit will soon complete its work in my heart and so I have great confidence that I would be "fleshless" before the throne of the Almighty on that day.

"What would He be like?" I wondered. My thoughts were far gone. I was still on the subway train marveling at the greatness of the Gospel. We are not just forgiven! We were purchased by His sacrifice! We're free from the power of darkness! We are His now! Not only are we forever cleansed but we can finally enter the enter the Holy of holies and worship Him in Spirit and truth! We have an unspeakable future with the great Creator of life! We, who deserved to die, have a hope to look forward to!? We, His elect, have been given a new life and a new nature. How did it come to these? My heart was leaping with joy! Oh, Lord, how I thank Thee and Thy Cross! What would I do without Thee? The depths of His mercy are truly unfathomable. One thing is for sure: all these are for the glory of His Name.

As I stepped out of the train, wild and free in pondering, it dawned on me. I'll enjoy every remaining time here on earth with the Lord as I wait for His return. With this in mind, I walked out of the subway into the bus stop, more than ready to face another beautiful day.

I Am Nothing

When the Scripture reveals my true nature and my experience proves such disposition, I am at ease. My flesh screams for room before the throne of God but the Spirit, Who is always strong, declares the sovereign holiness of the Almighty.

Truly there is nothing left for man. Not a hand to raise or a head to bow... absolutely nothing. The pain of not being of true use and not being of significance is a pain that shatters the carnal wickedness that dwells in me. Now I truly understand, "In me dwells no good thing", and allow me to add that in the Lord dwells everything of purity. No blemish. No flaw. Perfect in every aspect, corner and surface.

This Lord that the Bible boasts about is not a Lord who works by synergy or transaction. He sovereignly does as He pleases. He breaks and reforms, crushes and restores, hardens and saves and the endless list goes on throughout the pages of eternity.

A true believer would shout at the top of his lungs: "Woe is to me! Undone am I! Yet my Lord is mighty and there is none like Him." And he would close with the words: "Nothing else do I bring, only to the Cross I cling." In his heart he joyfully wonders: "I am unclean to the bone and condemned.. but how did He ever come to love me, save me and even adopt me? I cannot tell. Surely by His sovereign choice He saved me, so that His power may be known and that His merit alone may be recognized, not the works of man."

This dark torment of helpless, hopeless and insignificant void is my Lord's pleasure for such turbulent river of hurt breaks the son of the serpent from the curse of pride and self-esteem. How I praise the God of creation that His Spirit works in such a way that I would submit to His will in pain, for it is against the depths of my rotting filth, but pleasure, for it agrees with the new nature which is another amazing gift from Christ.

If the Lord's angel would speak His thundering voice, it would start with an "I" and end with an "I". He is God, I am not. He is holy, I am not. He is everything that is not of me. I am simply the opposite of His being, if not for His tremendous power of salvific grace.

In the end, I am but an insignificant ant under the shade of the mighty oaks. I am well and blessed beyond words! Now I understand what Paul truly meant when he said "When I am weak, I am strong." It is not just because in our weakness is the strength of God found. Neither is it also just about being humble and submissive to the churning forces of His throne. Thirdly, it is not just about losing your energy that you may take up the strong armor of the Lord. So what is it about?

Its about: I am nothing but God is everything. And since I am His, I too share in what He has; not in terms of control but in terms of enclosure. As a sandwich gets trapped in a sandwich bag until it is eaten by its Maker so does a sinner gets trapped in grace until it is consumed by the Holy Fire of God. So then, I am weak, oh yes trapped in sin, but was saved by grace, oh! what marvelous, incomprehensible act? And now strong not by merit or achievement but by the power of Christ's deliverance alone.

I am truly nothing. What great torment! And yet it is also my greatest comfort because my Lord is everything! I may painfully be an empty shell but look! I can and shall be filled! And despite such loss, the glory and responsibility is of God, not of man. I am free from everything and at peace with Him by Him, through Him, in Him and for Him. So though the pain comes, the peace drawn from such is eternally rewarding. It is all about God.

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

GROWING IN ACCORDANCE TO THE SPIRIT'S PACE

One of the things that I've learned when it comes to spiritual growth is to be patient with the will of the Father. Too many times have I rushed and have done things to perpetuate my growth. I couldn't wait for the hand of God and I wanted to grow in faith badly. What were the results? Confusion, loss and bitterness.

It is true that a Christian must grow in the likeness of Christ but the only determinant of our growth pace is the Holy Spirit, the resident of the regenerate heart. He works inwardly through our daily experiences or the truths of Scripture.

Ah, I am so far from what God wants me to be. And I feel that I am just wasting my life. How in need am I of ever increasing godliness desperately. But lo, God has promised to clothe His Church and prepare her for the coming wedding. So I wait in the will of God, striving in vain to the things that matter and never giving up on the crown set before the narrow path.

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Regenerate Or Degenerate?

“What good is it, my brothers, if a man claims to have faith but has no deeds? Can such a faith save Him?” -- James 2:14

This New Testament passage has become a cliché because of its repeated use. The common interpretation for this verse is that genuine faith will always lead to good works. But there is more to this passage than we can ever think of. It pertains to the Holy Spirit’s work of regeneration.

When a person gets saved by grace through faith upon hearing the Gospel, he is forgiven of his trespasses by God. In addition, God, by His Holy Spirit, regenerates the man in lieu of His new covenant (Heb 10:15-18). Regeneration is synonymous to sanctification and it is the theological term used to define the supernatural transformation brought about by the Holy Spirit in the life of a believer. This inward transformation brings about outward manifestations such as repentance, hatred for sin, separation from the world, passion for God, obedience, conformity to the Scriptures, devotion, perseverance and so on. Regeneration is a process of change and it explains the journey of a former sinner into a blameless saint.

Man is granted a new nature the moment he repents, accepts his hopeless case before the living God and believes in Christ, the one True Lord and Savior. This new God-given nature is completely different from the old and sinful one. It is because of such Spirit-driven nature that man is said to be “born again” or “born of the Spirit” (John 3). The Holy Spirit’s work testifies on behalf of the convert. A new believer begins to change and see the world in a different way. He starts to hate the sin he once craved and pursue the things of God with a fiery passion. He seeks God desperately and his lifestyle is that of godliness in conformity with the truth that is in Christ Jesus. He does all these by the continual work of the Spirit.

Click on the chart to enlarge. Although the chart looks like a cycle, regeneration is not a cycle. It is a one-way finished work. The only way the chart points back to a pure heart is because mankind used to have a pure heart (before the fall of Adam and Even) and also because the end of regeneration is a pure heart (our pre-fall state). Follow the chart by its numbering and observe its stage. It is the simplified work of God bringing sinful man back to His image and likeness.

Make no mistake, a regenerate Christian is not perfect. In fact, a practical indication of regeneration is continual battle with sin. However, in the believer's struggle, there is an overcoming of sin. In other words, a regenerate believer can still sin but he cannot remain in sin.

If the work of regeneration is not a reality in a person's life, then that person isn’t really saved from the wrath of God that is to come. Salvation is not a flu-shot. It is not a one-time act where you repent and believe. The evidence that you repented and believed when you heard the Gospel is that you are still repenting and believing until this very day. The bottom line of James 2:14-26 is that it is impossible to be saved and yet live like the rest of the world. He is not suggesting that faith is not enough to save you. We are saved by faith alone by the grace of God (Ephesians 2:8-9). However, genuine faith will always bring good fruits. A faith that brings no fruits is unreal.

Regeneration takes place to those who have been saved so that the fullness of God’s glory might be revealed as he plucks out our stubbornly wicked hearts and gives us new, sin-hating and God-loving hearts. We can placidly hold on to this truth for God is faithful and He will finish the work that He began in us (1 Corinthians 1:8-9). The completion of God's regenerative work will be on the day that we stand before the throne of God in heaven.

To have a new relationship with God also means to have a new relationship with sin. As Paul Washer, American Pastor and founder/director of Heart Cry Missions, always asks:

"Has God done such a work in your life that the sin you once loved, you now hate? And the God that you once rebelled against, you now love?"


For those who say yes, I urge you to continually seek the Truth and conform yourselves to it. For those who say no or are not sure of what to say, its time for you to get saved and make regeneration a flourishing certainty in your lives.

One does not pour new wine into old wineskins. Old wineskins must be made new first because they will burst when they come in contact with new wine. It’s the same thing for our hearts. We have to be saved and changed by grace through faith before we can truly belong to God. If no transformation has occurred in our lives, we still do not have the wine of salvation. To be unregenerate means we are still drunk with the inequities of the world.

In closing, salvation and regeneration come hand in hand, there’s no separating the two. It is impossible to be saved and not be inwardly changed. To belong to God means to live a transformed life in accordance to His Word. Let us be divorced with the world and be married with Christ.

Gospel For Asia

Gospel for Asia is an international mission ministry that was introduced to our Church on our Missions month last April 2008. I was truly touched in how God saved and called hundreds of native missionaries to preach the Gospel among the unreached. Their lives and testimonies are truly heart-breaking. Their God-given zeal and the way they preach the Gospel has been what we've been lacking at this present age.

Our speaker at that time was Rev. Martin Lamb and he showed us a powerful video of a certain native missionary who struggled alone for years preaching the Gospel in the hopes that God would save his village. He was tortured with no outside help. He had no food or possessions except for his Bible. Just like the apostles, he survived with his Bible and faith in God. He always prayed in his small, empty room and he spent his entire day preaching and ministering to the people. The villagers cursed him and did not take heed to God's Word. Eventually, it was the kids who got attracted to his ministry. The villagers saw the changes in their children and they began rediscovering the Gospel with him.

I didn't see a native guy working for God in the video. I saw a prophet of God fasting, praying and preaching the Gospel with all his heart for the glory of his Maker. His life reminded me of the lives of the Old testament prophets and the late and well-hated puritans. I'll try to get a hold of this video. The guy in this video represents many of the other native missionaries who are currently preaching the Gospel to their fellowmen.

There is also a book introduced by Gospel for Asia that I haven't finished yet, but I strongly recommend it: Revolution in World Missions by K.P. Yohannan. It is a very powerful and life-changing book. It is so true, convicting and so filled with love. Praise God!

GET A FREE COPY OF THIS BOOK by mailing your name, address and email to:

Gospel for Asia
245 King street E
Stoney Creek, Ontario L8G 9Z9

They'll send it to you in two weeks. Gospel For Asia is a really great ministry and my mother is currently supporting one native missionary. I'm planning to support one too. I also have an extra copy if you want. You can just email me your receiving address at mike.borja@yahoo.ca and I'll mail it to you for free. You can also visit their site at www.gfa.org.

The author of the book, K.P. Yohannan, is a native missionary leading the Gospel for Asia. He isn't the same one I mentioned in the video above. Below are the links to some of his videos I found in YouTube. I started weeping at his first statements. Even before listening to his message, I knew what he exactly meant. How we truly need revival especially here in North America!

K.P. Yohannan Video sermon part 1 -- click here to view
K.P. Yohannan Video sermon part 2 -- click here to view

I praise the Lord for His great mercy and awesome grace. He is calling people and starting an underground revival. Oh Praise God! His love is everlasting! Enjoy and be blessed!

Saturday, May 24, 2008

On Missions: Communicating the Gospel

Mission is not just about employing the right strategies or sending the right number of missionaries. It is about communicating the true Gospel. We can employ the best strategies in the world or have as many missionaries in the field but if we are not communicating the truth, then our task becomes pointless.

We live in an age where the Gospel is treated as a small thing. One of the greatest sins of our generation is Gospel reductionism. As Paul Washer said, “We reduce the Good News into a 5-minute speech about getting to heaven. We never mention the reality of sin or the terrifying condemnation that comes with it. Then we wonder why our converts don’t have a zeal for God when we haven’t preached the fullness of the Gospel.”

There is no greater thing than the Gospel. Salvation is not about making a transaction with God by repeating a prayer and getting a ticket to heaven. It is about repenting and giving your entire being to Christ upon hearing that He was punished for our crimes.

It is impossible to come to Christ without being broken over sin. Nor is it possible to be saved without an understanding of our total depravity. It is true that we are saved by faith alone but genuine faith brings about repentance. In other words, salvation is not about repeating a prayer but desperately crying out to God in faith and with an understanding of His Son’s work on Calvary.

Modern preachers rarely talk about repentance and commitment to Christ for fear of criticism. Modern Christianity has been more about "getting what you want" than "giving up everything". The Bible is clear about the message of salvation. It is an offense to man but a soothing aroma once fully embraced. It reveals our eternal disease that results to perpetual judgment. But it also proclaims God’s saving grace through Jesus’ sacrificial death on the cross. If we reduce the Gospel into some sort of “Jesus loves you and He wants you to be in heaven, would you like to repeat a prayer and live with Him forever?” kind of speech, we would get false conversions. I have said this many times: an unbeliever’s willingness to repeat a prayer or get to heaven means nothing if they haven’t thrown themselves on the foot of the cross in repentance.

It is only through the darkness of man that the love of God can be truly understood. If we do not explain the reality of sin and hell, have we not deprived men of their sight and made them worse? Ever wonder why prostitutes and convicts, upon hearing the Gospel, gain an overwhelming passion for God? It’s because they were broken over their sin and they readily repented. So upon hearing the message of Jesus’ propitiation, they put their faith in Christ and their hearts exploded with joy and they cannot help but fall flat on their faces in awe.

I have been preaching the Gospel for five years in outreach programs. My life has been marred with criticism and persecution. I glory in all these things for I am not ashamed of the Gospel. I could have preached a half-cooked Gospel that would be agreeable to men. I could have made them laugh instead of weep over their sin and cry out to God. But if I do so, have I not perverted the Gospel and insulted Jesus? Mission is about unveiling the truth to the people regardless of their preferences. We can employ strategies to improve our approach as long as we do not water down the message. If revival is to be witnessed, then the fullness of the Gospel must be preached.

How do you know if God is calling you to minister?

You will know if God is calling you when He has placed a heavy burden in your heart. I guess the follow-up question you would be asking is how would you know if such burden is from God? Well, there are two ways to find out. First is to allow time to test it. Do not make spur of the moment decisions and rush into the mission field or pastoral ministry. Take it seriously, pray hard for it and let time test its authenticity. Emotions, no matter how great, will pass or recede in months but a burden from God will never pass. Emotions weaken over time but a genuine burden from God will become worse throughout time. God's sovereign will for His people happens exactly as it is. The Bible also says that no one can run from the will of the Father. Jonah is a good example for this one. No one in Scripture was able to successfully evade the will of the God, not even His Son Jesus.

If your burden from God gets worse over the months, if you can't sleep well or you're constantly disturbed by it, continue praying and seek the counsel of godly men. There is a good chance that your distress is caused by God and He is truly calling you.

But if the heaviness of your heart, elation or distress ceases over the months, it is not really the will of God. It is possible that you were drawn by emotion. You must still be open to the possibility of God's calling. But at the moment, be assured that it is not or "not yet" His plan for you.

The same principle should be applied when your trying to find out if something is God's will for you. Pray, fast, seek counsel and give it time. The most important of these is prayer. Remain in constant communion with God.

Understanding the Arminian god and the God of Scripture

In my opinion, there are two general reasons why many hold on to the Arminian god. The first reason is ignorance. Arminians are not fully aware of the attributes of the God of Scripture. They are also unaware of the essence of Calvinism which is why they see the doctrines of grace as abominable heresies. In the eyes of a man, God's presence is an overwhelmingly strange but beautiful sight. A mere glimpse of His holiness is enough to cause fear and surrender on the part of the beholder. The Arminians think otherwise. They view God as a powerful yet "incapable lord" with eternal wrinkles on His forehead in the hopes that men would look at His Son. They exemplify His omnipotence but deny His sovereignty above all. A variation of Arminianism accepts God's sovereignty but strictly believes that He totally respects man's will and does not choose to override it in any way even if He is capable to do so. If this is the case, not only has God become a servant but He has also been nothing but a slave to the free will of man. If His plans are based on the foreseen choices of man, hasn't He lost His throne and have been nothing more but a pet to man's choice? If He isn't sovereign, how can He accomplish what He sets out to do? How can He guarantee salvation? Another argument here is that if we are to believe in the Arminian god, then we are also to believe that there might be errors in Scripture since man, a fallible and degenerate being, was left alone to his will to write and preserve the scrolls from which the Bible came.

Nay, the God of Scripture is sovereign (Romans 9). He sits in a throne and He exercises mercy on His elect based on His own pleasure. Man has no vote and neither can he cause the mind of God to change. God is sovereign and everything that occurs in His universe, whether good or bad, has been permitted to happen to accomplish His high, grand and incomprehensible purpose. Even Satan cannot tempt man beyond what God allows (See book of Job). Do you think man could not be stopped if the Lord wanted to? Is our will that great that our Creator has no choice but helplessly watch? God is not watching the maze. He is actively participating in the maze.

Where in Scripture was the sovereignty of God limited? Every text of the Bible portrays the sovereignty of the Lord over all creation. But the Arminian mind has been blinded so that it cannot comprehend such truths. I too used to be an Arminian so I know what it means to be ignorant and blind. If the Spirit has not touched my eyes, I wouldn't see or comprehend the way God accomplishes His task. I am convinced that every true believer starts out as an Arminian. Most remain and die as such. Yet some, as they get older and grow in Christ, begin to understand their total depravity and inability to break free from sin. They later acknowledge God's sovereignty and embrace reformed theology.

The second reason is that Arminians are also afraid that they might falsify God. In my opinion, Reformed theology, at first glance, appears to be a series of miscommunicated truths. I even believed that those who uphold Calvinism are Bible-obsessed heretics. I did not understand nor see the extent of the Lord's power during that time. A well versed Arminian is afraid of the five points of Reformed theology. Since I used to be an Arminian, allow me to elaborate the Arminian's fear and the Calvinistic stand.

On the fifth point, the doctrine of the perseverance of saints:

I was afraid that if I were to accept that salvation could not be taken away, I would disregard the cross and be carnal. I was frightened that accepting such belief would drive me to throw away the commandments since I would "inevitable persevere" in the end anyways. What a small mind do I have? I did not understand that a true believer is a regenerate working craft of the Spirit. And the reason why regenerate men are destined to persevere in the end is because a God of infinite worth and power is behind their strings. If a person whom God justifies and regenerates fail, the reputation of the Lord would be lost and His ability to carry man till the end would be a fallacy. Those who apparently fall away never had true faith to begin with.

The doctrine of the perseverance of saints is slightly different from the "once saved, always saved" view which is advocated by some evangelicals in which, despite apostasy, unrepentant and habitual sin, the individual is truly saved if they accepted Christ at any point in the past. This is not what the Bible teaches. It is true that a true born again Christian that is saved by God's grace can still sin. He can even temporarily go back to his sinful habits. However, he cannot stay in sin or live in continuous carnality. Whenever a true believer steps out of the path, the Spirit residing in his body convicts him to the point that he experiences godly sorrow, breaks down over his sin and then comes back to Christ in repentance and awe.

On the first point, the doctrine of man's total depravity:

Being raised in Arminian theology, I was also afraid of man's total depravity. I could not accept that man has no free will to choose God until God made me experience the depths of depravity. He left me on my own will and I was totally powerless against sin. All I had were temporal triumphs but in truth, I was a slave to my nature. Our nature dictates our will. In the same way a dog can bark and not purr, man can only sin and not choose God without any divine intervention. We are still "free" but only within the boundaries of our sinful natures. Unless God holds your heart captive by His truth, you cannot be free from sin. You will sin and sin and sin and sin and sin. You can try to stop but in the following weeks your thoughts would betray you and you would fall again. You cannot break free from the cycle nor save yourself. The Bible is clear: we had all become helpless slaves of inequity and even our good works are filthy rags before the Lord (Isaiah 54:6).

I praise God that He hath revealed to me His wonderful and saving truth on Calvary. He opened my eyes so I could have made a choice. He was the prime mover. It wasn't synergism. It was monergism. Embracing the reality of man's inability and depravity made the rest of the doctrines of grace easier to accept.

On the second point, the doctrine of unconditional election:

Again, viewing this doctrine made shout "heresy" in my mind. This made me think that if God unconditionally elects people and saves a particular number, He would not be fair. I could not understand what the Lord meant when He said "Jacob have I loved, Esau have I hated" when they haven't done anything yet. And even after they were born, God loved Jacob when he was the greater sinner of the twins? Then I finally understood. It was because God chooses men based on His own pleasure. He did this to demonstrate that His choice is not based on man's merit.

Another point that I'd like to emphasize is that the real unfair part is not that He hated Esau.
You see all of us have sinned and we have continuously offended God with our thoughts and deeds. Deny it as you want but the Bible says we deserve condemnation under the holy wrath of God (Romans 1). But He did not leave us condemned even though it was rightfully so. Out of His sheer mercies came a Savior who satisfied His justice and successfully redeemed His elect with His suffering and death. So the "real" unfair part is that He hath elected a people for Himself at all! He could have left us all to our depraved minds and let our deeds condemn us on judgment day. Yet He did not! He redeemed for Himself a people who did not love Him initially for His own Son so that Jesus would have the pre-eminence above all creation. So God in unconditionally electing a certain number of people is not unfair because He predestines. He is "unfair" because He even cared at all. But take note, God was not unfair because His Son drank the cup of His judgment. Thus, there is no more condemnation left for His elect.

On the third point, the doctrine of limited atonement:

The term "limited atonement" raises a lot of eye brows in the evangelical world so I prefer to call it the doctrine of particular redemption. This was not hard to accept for me because I understood the finished work of Christ on the cross. The substitution of Christ and the nature of the atonement should also be fully examined before one could fully grasp this doctrine.

The doctrine of limited atonement is the teaching that Jesus' substitutionary atonement as definite and certain in its design and accomplishment. The doctrine is driven by the concept of the sovereignty of God in salvation and the Pauline understanding of the nature of the atonement. Christians view the atonement as a penal substitution (that is, Jesus was punished in the place of sinners), and since, it would be unjust for God to pay the penalty for some people's sins and then still condemn them for those sins, all those whose sins were atoned for must necessarily be saved.

Moreover, since in this scheme God knows precisely who the elect are and since only the elect will be saved, there is no requirement that Christ atone for sins in general, only for those of the elect. However, I do not believe that the atonement is limited in its value or power (in other words, God could have elected everyone and used it to atone for them all), but rather that the atonement is limited in the sense that it is designed for some and not all.

On the fourth point, the doctrine of irresistible grace:

The term "irresistible" seems synonymous to "forceful", thus, even among the evangelicals, it is easily dismissed or misunderstood. I prefer to call it the doctrine of "sovereign grace" or "efficacious grace" to emphasize superiority and effectiveness of God's grace to sustain and restrain man from beginning to end. I also didn't have problem with this once I have been convinced by Scripture that God is truly sovereign over all.

The doctrine does not hold that every influence of God's Holy Spirit cannot be resisted but that the Holy Spirit is able to overcome all resistance and make his influence irresistible and effective. Thus, when God sovereignly purposes to save someone, that individual certainly will be saved.

In conclusion, all people are entirely at the mercy of God, who would be just in condemning all people for their sins but who has chosen to be merciful to some. One person is saved while another is condemned, not because of a foreseen willingness, faith, or any other virtue in the first person, but because God sovereignly chose to have mercy on them. Although the person must believe the gospel and respond to be saved, this obedience of faith is God's gift, and thus God completely and sovereignly accomplishes the salvation of sinners.

In practice, we, Christians, teach sovereign grace primarily for the encouragement of the church because they believe the doctrine demonstrate the extent of God's love in saving those who could not and would not follow him, as well as squelching pride and self-reliance and emphasizing the Christian's total dependence on the grace of God. In the same way, sanctification (a.k.a. regeneration) in the Biblical view requires a continual reliance on God to purge the Christian's depraved heart from the power of sin and to further the Christian's joy.

Note: Some statements are indirectly/directly quoted from the works of John Calvin and other reformed preachers

Friday, May 23, 2008

The Blogger Is Back!

I looked at my old posts and I guess I got frustrated. They were slightly undoctrinal and they had many errors in grammar. I don't usually care when I write and I'm usually message-oriented. I didn't care much about parallelism or word count. Still, for some obsessive reason, I started deleting my older posts. Suddenly, I just realized that almost all my other older posts have the same problem in parallelism!

Some people say writing is hard. For me, its the editing that really racks the brains. You can write once and forget about it. Editing is ever changing. You look at an article one day, fix it and reorder some stuff, then the next day you look at it you reorder something again! Its insane! In my opinion, editing works best for a person with a clear, objective and firm mind set. But for people like me who occasionally switch from dry to hyper mode, I guess it doesn't work.

Going on with the story, things got worse. I started noticing every detail of my blog, from borders, colors to template. What the??!! I said to myself. What is going on? I had never cared for such things. I used to be contented with a neat and decent blog. Colors or templates didn't matter much. I needed a break.

Anyways, now I'm back. Those weeks of mindless obsession have passed. My best friend helped get back to my senses. He didn't address my irrational behavior. I doubt he ever so through me. My writing just made it looked exaggerated but it wasn't a major ordeal. I won't even consider it to be a minor ordeal. I guess I just needed a break.

So now that I'm back, let me share some of the things I've learned about writing. The Lord used my best friend to get me back on track. These learnings may mean nothing to you but for me, given the experience I just had, they are priceless.

1) Let the Spirit direct the flow of your writing all the time!

2) Do not hold on to "writing ethics" that much! God is not glorified with word counts, colors or skins. He is glorified by the message you share and your testifying, regenerate life.

3) Writing is not about pleasing the readers. Whenever pleasing the crowd becomes your priority, its no longer called writing. Its called advertising.

4) There is no perfect category or label. Write as you please and put it under the category that suits it best. That is all.

5) Couple your writing with prayer. They don't work together nor do they "synergize" with each other. Communion with God through prayer is the most important thing. Whether you are writing or not, be in constant communion with Him.

6) Live true to your writings. Some of them may not be doctrinally sound. Be firm in your belief and if you make a post that doesn't seem Biblically correct, correct it if you can but do not delete it. Keep it and if someone points it out, apologize for it or state what you actually meant. Keeping undoctrinal posts would help remind you of your former self. These old posts that have "missed their mark" will remind you of how God has changed your thinking in the past few months.

7) Because of my fear of not being Biblical, I had avoided the subjective and emotional side of writing. Do not fear the subjective side of writing! Writing is also an experience, not just a system of correct data presentation.

8) Lastly, enjoy writing for the glory of God. Be reminded of His great works and promises and live constantly in devotion to Him. When your fuel burns out, it is God saying, "Son, its time to rest. Come to me and I shall give you rest."

As always, enjoy and be blessed! Its good to be back hehehe

Saturday, May 17, 2008

THE SAFEST POSITION

The safest place to be is to take sides with God against yourself. Let your lifestyle be in conformity to His infallible Word. Allow the Holy Spirit to dictate your life. Let go of your pride, ego and your notion that you can save yourself or make things right. Let go of your self-absorption, self-proclamation and self-sufficiency. As Jim McClarty says: stop standing up to God and saying "I want what I want when I want it". Admitting defeat and surrendering to Him are the right responses to His sovereignty. God delights in the humble and repentant. He alone knows what is best for you and so trust His will. Let go and cling on to Him.

Read more about godly surrender here.

Men: Unbelieving folk

God has revealed to me a basic truth: we are an unbelieving folk.

Before we knew Christ and His redemptive work on the cross, we did not believe. We ignorantly justified ourselves and pursued our faulty versions of happiness. In the same way a fish is not aware of how wet it is, we were unaware of our depravity. We refused to accept our sinful natures. We knew there was something wrong. We knew that we had an illness that rightfully condemns us under the eyes of the Almighty. Our thoughts openly accuse us. We compared ourselves by ourselves and we found nothing wrong. We desired the darkness and succumbed to our own desires. Despite the glory of the Creator manifested on His creations, we did not look towards the sky nor genuinely gave thanks (Romans 1:18-32).

But when God came and revealed the truth about His Son, we, His elect, were exposed. Our sins were exposed. Our sinful natures and our desires to live in continuous carnality were revealed. We fell on our knees and repented. We worshiped the Father who sent His Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins. He purchased us and until this day, He faithfully continues His good work in us. He continually molds us to His desire, reordering the very faculties of our souls. We are His handicraft.

However, despite seeing the power of Christ unto salvation, we still do not fully believe. Many times we cry out for proof. We ask God to convince us of His sovereignty when the cross ultimately reveals that nothing is impossible for Him. We are pathetic, always in need of evidence even though His Word has revealed so much already. This is what I meant when I said we are an unbelieving folk in the start.

Please don't get me wrong. I am not bitter over our helpless state. In fact, I rejoice in such weakness for as Paul states, "when I am weak, I am strong". Let us glory in our inability to fully discern and accept His attributes. His light is exalted in our ignorance and loss. Only through darkness can a light be honored. In the same way, through our fallen bodies, we see the glory and extent of His grace and love.

I do not believe that we can truly appreciate such an infinitely worthy Being. We are unable to do so with our finite minds. We also cannot grasp the depths of His truths nor harness it. Unless His Spirit breaks the opaque shroud that blinds our hearts, we would not see. This gives me a self-impression of helplessness. Still, I rejoice in such weak condition. For in my weakness, His strength is seen. Only through my flaw can the richness of His glory be wholly viewed and understood. It is through our unrighteousness that God's righteousness is made clear (Romans 3:5). In the same way that oil is appreciated through water, so will God's righteousness stand out in our faults.

PS: Please don't get me wrong, we do not sin to increase grace nor do we stay in sin to see the holiness of God (Romans 6:1-2). Instead, upon hearing the Gospel by the power of the Spirit, we are changed, thus we are new creatures (2 Corinthians 5:17) no longer craving for the things of the world but of God.

Monday, May 12, 2008

The Fragrance Of The Coming Revival

I've been looking through different blogs lately and I am surprised to find out that Christians are starting to seek the buried truths of the Gospel. Some are even proclaiming the true message of salvation with the boldness and love that our forefathers had. Others are exposing the fancy heresies that we, Christians, have ignorantly adopted and embraced. A lot of people are waking up. We can see the sword of God plunging through the hearts of men in Christian forums and blogs. We can hear the screaming of preachers over their websites. God is reviving our land! He has heard the cries of His people!

I am deeply convinced that the merciful Lord is brewing a revival for the coming generation. I do not think that the truth would last anyways if He doesn't make a move. As He did throughout history, He would faithfully take action and will not let the truth about His Son vanish or be trampled on. He will see us through and make sure that the message is preached to His scattered elect.

We live in an age where the Gospel of Christ is rather vague, simplified or altered in accordance to the listeners' preference. How great it is that the sovereign will of the Lord can never be overridden by the counsels of men nor can it be nullified by a multitude of decisions. What great God! How could I have ever believed in the Arminian god? A god that sits on a throne but cannot exercise the powers of a sovereign ruler? Nay, the God of Scripture is sovereign and He shares His throne with no one.

Its feels so good to see Christians seeking God desperately. They are no longer contented with those powerless, crowd-pleasing pulpits. The twisted and half-true preachings of the Gospel ignorant have created an empty void in the lives of many true believers. They're no longer happy with what they are being fed with. They had enough of those repentance-skipping, man-friendly hoops. They want God and His Word. Their new natures are screaming for answers and they're re-entering the fences of Biblical truth.

Its true that many emerging church movements have been appearing here and then. Many false messiahs and fancy doctrines have been continually charming the people's minds. It is also undeniable that the seeker-sensitive movements are gaining ground and are rapidly evolving into mega-churches. Gospel reductionism is also rampant and extensive even among true believers in Christ. Nevertheless, God is faithful and He will provide a way for His elect to meet His Son on the cross. How the glory of the Lord is revealed when His merciful hand is extended to our impoverished minds?! I can say nothing more but praise His Name! I can hear the sounding trumpets of the coming revival. It won't be long until the Gospel is unearthed from the scoffs of men. When this happens, the land shall be offensively plowed and the seeds would be sufficiently sown in their fullness once again. The fragrance of Christ will invade the land. His starving people will find the promised milk, wine and honey and His glorious Name would be renowned as it should be. The great God of the old and the new testament is on the move! What else can we expect? Shall we not consider revival as a forthcoming reality?

One Of The Greatest Acts Of Faith

"One of the greatest acts of faith is to look into the mirror of God's Word and see yourself as you really are: an unworthy sinner that is rightfully condemned AND then to still believe and dare to believe that God loves you as much as He says He does." - Paul Washer, Southern Baptist Pastor and founder of the HeartCry Missionaries

How true! This is so true for me! I look at myself and I say, "Whoa! How could God ever love a wretch like me?" This is why I love the song "Amazing Grace" so much! It exalts God's glory over man's depravity!

It really takes a lot of faith to believe that God indeed loves you after you have fully accepted the Scripture's testimony against an unconverted man's rotten and God-hating nature. In fact, you cannot do so unless you have fully grasped the essence of the cross.

One of the hardest things to do after the revelation of God's wrath against the godless is to believe without doubt that your sins are forgiven and that you can enjoy an unblemished relationship with such a holy and just God. People who can say easily that they love the Lord do not understand their depravity. Because if you really understand the reality of sin and the kind of bondage you once had with it, saying "I love you Lord" takes tremendous effort.

I am so thankful for the work of Jesus on the Cross not only for its tremendous implications but also because, just by looking at it, I have the assurance that I am graciously forgiven and loved. One of the reasons why God publicly displayed the suffering of His Son is so that His elect would be truly convinced that He loves them as much as He says He does.

Why Does God Choose The Weakest Of The Weak?

There are several reasons why God chooses the weakest of the weak:

1) We are more ignorant of God's glory than we think we are. So in order for His glory to be known among all creation, He uses the weak. He delights in the weak because it is through them that His splendor is revered.

2) He uses the weak to shame and humble the wise. He does this so the wise of this world may look unto Him in awe and reverence.

3) He chooses the weak so that He can take the full credit of His work as it should be. If He uses the strong, in our foolishness and ignorance, we would give the credit to the "strong man" and not to God, who maketh the weak strong and maketh the strong weak.

4) He uses the weak to make us realize that He chooses men based on His own sovereign will and pleasure. He does not choose men out of an unforeseen merit or strength. Neither does He select men based on some special virtue that he has over the others. He simply chooses whom He pleases unconditionally and He makes such choice known by choosing the weak.

Christianity Is Giving Up

Giving up every self-righteous act, stopping all efforts of self-justification and accepting the Bible's testimony against man's helpless and corrupt nature are acts of repentance. However, even after we have repented, believed and have been born again, the process of giving-up goes on for the rest of our lives.

As all Christians do, I so often struggle with sin. I hate all kinds of sin. I just can't stomach it. And the sad part is, no matter what I do, I can't avoid it. The reason why I truly believe in the doctrine of man's total depravity is not only because it is written in Scripture but also because I had totally experienced it. Sin is in our very core captivating our souls. It is not something we can ward off with our own hands.

Whenever I sin, the Holy Spirit crushes my heart and I can't help but weep and praise His Name for loving me despite such wicked nature. Falling in sin even in thoughts is heart-wrenching, painful and sickening. And after falling so many times, I realized that I truly have nothing to hold on to but God and His promise that He will finish the work that He began in me.

Through our wretched states, we can truly see the utmost glory of God. The fact that He loved an unworthy soul such as I, speaks of wonders. Oh! How deep is His love indeed?! Who can fathom His infinite splendor? All I can say is that I give up. Oh yes! I give up! I am helpless, unclean and undone. And I am going to heaven by the merit and virtue of Christ alone. My soul can be repaired by the power of Christ alone. My life belongs to Him. He is in charge. If He sovereignly wills that I should suffer or indulge myself in the darkness so that I would see and appreciate His holiness even more then let it be done. I trust Him and wait in joyful hope for the completion of His restorative work in me. I stand blissfully helpless before His presence like a bottle tossed into a great, fierce ocean. Let Thy waves carry me Lord and let Thy will drown my soul so that I may see Thine beauty and worship Thou at Thine fullness.

In conclusion, Christianity is not about unveiling an ancient tool that will satisfy your felt needs. It is about giving up, surrendering and holding on to Christ alone. Christianity is deliberately raising your empty hands and saying, "I give up. I am a sinner and I am rightfully condemned. Oh Holy One, do as you please for I am undone." and then submitting to the call of Christ with an awareness that you were unconditionally spared and loved out of His sovereign choice alone. Jesus suffered and died not only to save us from the law or free us from the bondage of sin. He died so that we may see the extent of His love and give Him the due glory He deserves. To Him be the glory now and forever!

Thursday, May 8, 2008

The Greatest And The Only Motivation

Where does our motivation for following Christ come from? From our favorite verses? From the promised rewards we undeservingly get in heaven?

The greatest and the only motivation in our Christian life is what God has done for us in the person of Jesus when He paid the penalty of our sins with His blood. He suffered and died for us on the cross. This alone should make us weep over our sin and rejoice upon His great love and mercy. He offered His life when we had nothing to offer but depravity and rebellion. Isn't that the greatest motivation? Isn't the full glory of God manifested on our lowly Jesus?

We so often miss the single greatest truth. Even true believers have searched for motivation in books, positive self-help seminars, 10-step pamphlets and Bible verses. They've scoured all over the globe looking for answers not knowing that Calvary alone has the answer. Isn't salvation enough to motivate us for eternity?

We so often treat the Gospel as if it were merely Theology 101 and then we wonder why the Spirit isn't active in our lives. We reduce the Gospel into a prayer of transaction with God. Angels marvel at the Gospel! They sing songs of praise to the Lamb night and day yet, we treat the Good News as if it were nothing more than a repeated prayer that books you a V.I.P. seat in heaven. Dear friends, the willingness of an unbeliever to be saved by repeating a prayer means nothing if he hasn't thrown himself on the foot of the cross in repentance and awe. We are so blessed that God hasn't poured out His anger on us for mocking the work of His Son as He did with the Israelites before us. He sees the filth of man every day but He patiently restrains His wrath until the end of times where all of us would give an account on our deeds here on earth. Oh how terrible would be that day for the hardened and how glorious would be that day for the elect!

I have been a Christian for five years and not once did the value of the sacrificial work of Christ diminish. This is because time does not erode the Gospel nor does it dissipate its glory. The Gospel is a message of infinite value thus, the longer we live by it, the more we see the insurmountable glory of God. I have always found myself overwhelmed at the foot of His Son.

There is no greater thing than the Gospel. Every attribute of God, from His justice and holiness down to His love, mercy and grace, is manifested in the Gospel. Our happiness should not be based on our performance or what we do for God but what God did for us in Calvary when He offered His Son willingly as a sacrifice for us, workers of inequity. True motivation and prosperity comes from looking into the precious blood of the Lamb with a repentant and worshiping heart. Look into Christ. In Him alone will you truly be satisfied.

What Does It Mean To Be Open-Minded?

Being open-minded does not mean being open to other beliefs outside of the Bible. The Bible is clear and it is the one and absolute truth. There is no other book like it and nor will there ever be. Being open-minded basically means that you are considering the fact that your interpretation of Scripture might be inappropriate or out of context. It does not mean that you readily accept every other belief or consider anything outside of Scripture. The Bible clearly teaches that we are to test the spirit whether it is in the truth or not. And how do we do such? By comparing it to the standard which is the Bible. In closing, open-mindedness simply means to be teachable but at the same time discerning of the truth of Scripture. It does not mean to universally accept everything that sounds good but to learn a greater and deeper truth within the context of Scripture.

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

Humble Orthodoxy

A common misconception among Christian believers is that devoting oneself to the study and practice of the truth leads to arrogance and insensitivity. Christians who study doctrines are usually viewed as insensitive, arrogant and self-gratifying separatists.

If you study the truth at an intellectual level, I do not contest that you will indeed end up as an arrogant, insensitive separatist who cares more about intellectual glory than the Kingdom of God. However, if you study the truth and at the same time, embrace it with a practicing heart, then self-denial, humility and zeal for God would be the concluding effects. Genuine orthodoxy results to godly effects, not man-centered defects.


It is understandable if non-believers or seeker-sensitive "Christians" alike disregard the orthodox way. We know that these people do not uphold the Gospel and are therefore not truly saved by the grace of our Lord Jesus. They are mere self-esteem buffers, not Gospel hardened folk who act in accordance to the Spirit's bidding. They water down the Gospel into some sort of special formula to success on this earth. In return, they get emotional movements instead of genuine conversions. Their places of gathering are empty buildings filled with empty men who think they're rich. Their pulpits are nothing more but market stools for negotiating the truth. I would understand if these kind of people refute the study of doctrines or the strict practice of it. Their adherence is not to the truth but the wisdom of the world. But if true, born again Christians do not have the desire to indulge themselves in the truth of God, then we know there's a problem
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Studying the truth, living it and representing it constitute the Christian walk. And the more we explore the buried truths of Scripture, the more we find ourselves humbled before God. Unless you are merely studying the truth with an intellectual passion and an egocentric purpose of self elevation, it is impossible to remain arrogant or apathetic after embracing the offense of the Gospel. Every doctrine branches out from the Gospel, from the depravity of man down to God's justice, mercy and sovereign grace. Even the doctrines of the deity and the humanity of Christ are clearly exposed in It.

Orthodoxy gives birth to self-denial, repentance and humility. Most importantly, it reveals the infinite glory of the Triune God. A seeker of truth who finds and grasps the Gospel's meaning cannot help but deny his very existence and marvel at the greatness of the everlasting God of Scripture. Is there any room for arrogance to grow? No. Is there any ground for man to be given credit? No. Man is but a slave of its Creator. He is either given into the pleasures of his depravity or thrown on the foot of the Cross. The truth speaks of the glory of God alone, not of man. Although man, upon conversion, is undeservingly rewarded and given the great privilege of being a part of God's glorious reign, these are all done for the glory of His Name. This is what "humble orthodoxy" is all about
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All misconceptions about the pursuit of doctrines, radical conformity or the "legalistic" orthodox ways are nothing more but ill-fated attempts to drown the truth of Christ. To devote oneself to the truth and find himself denied but satisfied that his God is given the utmost glory is the essence of humble orthodoxy. In addition, speaking such hard truth in the spirit of love, not of arrogance or anger is a foreseeable outcome of the denied but satisfied believer. Amen to God, the Cause and End of humble orthodoxy.

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

The American god and the God of Scripture

Almost every person claims to be a believer of the God of Scripture. However, looking at the fruits of their faith will tell us that there seems to be a problem. I do not have doubts that they have faith. I also do not have doubts that they indeed believe in a god. The question is what kind of god do they believe in? Who is this popular god that is well-loved and well-praised by all? Allow me to introduce the American god through the voice of poetry.

The American god and the God of Scripture

This American god is loved by the world
He just accepts everyone as they are
There's no need to change, repent or worry
All you have to do is say you're sorry

He'll tolerate your sin so don't be grieved
His words don't hurt, he isn't negative
He wants everyone to be happy and nice
So just smile and roll the dice

He's really good, he provides success in earth
He'll give what your heart desires from birth
He isn't a selfish god like what those Christians think
All they want is for you to shrink

Don't fear him, he is a lovable sight
Why do Christians love to fight?
They're jealous, they just want to bite
Follow your feelings and you'll be all right

This American god is a god of pleasure
He promotes equality and freedom
Every man for himself, he'll respect your choice
He understands your not perfect
So stop striving, that's the secret!

Pursue your pleasures, this is the kingdom
Be alive! Everyone's born with wisdom
Christians teach man is lost and empty
They teach man is sinful and unhappy
But this American god doesn't care
He's down with all the things you dare

But this American god is also the angel of light
He is deceptive, who loves to wear white
He doesn't want people to change or repent
He wants all God's laws bent

The God of Scripture is of love and mercy
He does not tolerate sin, He says your a sinner
But He sent His Son to be a Redeemer
So that we, sinners may be cleansed and be given a new life
Only then can we be justified
Only then can we be declared right

We are fallen, no one wants to hear that
Even though their very thoughts contain immorality
Deny it as much but we all drink inequity
Set a child free and discipline him not
Ten years after you'll have a monster
Do you have to teach a child to be bad?
No, it comes naturally
For our very natures are bent to sin
We are not beautiful, we need to be changed
We need help, we need to be saved

Upon this realization, you have repentance
If you accept your depravity, your no longer ignorant
Denounce th American god and you'll never be sorry
But this is just the first step in the Christian journey
Because the trouble has just began

We are sinners and we have offended God
Because God is just, He must do what is right
A criminal must be punished for his crime
Same thing with us, we are eternally damned

So what do we do? There's no hope for us?
Sin is inevitable, everyone does it
And so the consequence of sin remains
The judgment of God that so many deny is to come

Well, because God is love He sent a Saviour
To suffer and die in your place, for you and your sins
Do you now understand the love of God?
He loved us despite our sinful hearts
He sent a Saviour to save us
Now repent and throw yourself into Christ
Accept your sinfulness and the love of Christ

He was nailed because of you
So have faith in Him that is true
But if your faith has not produced any fruit
Your faith is unreal, it has no root

Run to God and be clean
Persevere in faith, live by Him
Only then can you be truly free
Only then can you be truly happy

Saturday, May 3, 2008

The Christian Walk In A Nutshell

The Christian walk is to grow in love in the likeness of Christ, by Christ, in Christ and for Christ.

"The" - function word to refer to a definite, particular or unique object/noun/verb; strong emphasis

"Christian" - one who was saved by God through grace from His judgment that is brought about by man's sinful state. A Christian has been purchased by the sacrifice of the great Lord Jesus on the cross and he also possesses the Holy Spirit that continually works within him, transforming him into the image and likeness of Christ. The work of the Spirit brings fruits (e.g. repentance, godliness, wisdom, fortitude, etc.) that inevitably manifest in his life.

"Walk" - (verb) not idle or stagnant, pressing forward constantly with an overcoming of sin; (noun) a manner of living, a lifestyle

"To grow" - to increase, expand or develop into maturity; this means that Christians are initially immature and unregenerate and they need to learn, unlearn and be transformed constantly in their lives here on earth

"Love" - devotion or affection; the greatest attribute; possessing every Christian virtue with the exception of love makes everything else meaningless; every godly virtue and commandment branches out from love; every act of God is based on love (and yes, even the terrible judgment in the great white throne of God in revelation is an act of love)

"To grow in love" - to develop and mature in the context of love

"To grow in love in the likeness of Christ" - to develop and mature in the context of love and also in conformity to Christ; in other words, to become like Christ

"By Christ" - focusing on connotative meaning, what I meant here is that "we are to grow in love in the likeness of Christ by the power of Christ". It is impossible to be like Christ without the power of Christ that is exercised by the Holy Spirit. Even after receiving the saving grace of God, our very character has to be changed because sin has done so much damage in the very corners of our soul that we are constantly under its unholy influence. We need to be recreated by the Holy Spirit. He works in the very faculties of our soul, bringing about changes that manifest in our lives. He does not only change our attitude or perspective towards things, He changes our very nature so that every perspective, attitude and characteristic is conformed to God's desire.

"In Christ" - focusing again on the connotative meaning, what I meant here is that "we are to grow in the likeness of Christ not only by His power but also in His presence". We are to grow in His company, within His domain. This also means to experience and worship Him as we live in communion with Him.

"For Christ"
- This means that a Christian truly belongs to Christ, not the world or any other "principality". We are not only slaves to righteousness but to Christ, Himself, the Source of all righteousness. Like Paul, we are bond servants of Jesus. We are made for Him and meant only for Him. He owns us and we personally delight in His ownership. All the laws and commandments that we are to obey have been created out of love. And all of them have one main purpose: to love God and worship Him in spirit and truth. Regeneration is just a means to our Great End that has no end: God. After the work of regeneration is complete, we are to live with Him as true bond servants (as we did on earth), worshiping Him day and night in heaven, throughout eternity. We do so not only because the Spirit irresistibly drives us or God commands it but because, we, given our new, completed natures, truly want and love Him.

Not Works But Character

I took me years before I truly understood the meaning of growing in Christ. I praise God that He revealed to me what it really means to grow in Christ. A lot of believers miss the point when they live the Christian faith. I, myself, believed that conformity to Christ is the key but my lifestyle spoke more of works than character. Whenever I did not meet my goals, I would feel so crushed and useless before God. What I did not understand is that in the beginning, we are already powerless. Our works are important. Obedience is important. Meditating on the truth and discovering the revelations of God in your life are important. Ministries are important. Missions are important. But all these things are meaningless if we are not growing in Christ-like character. To live in conformity to Christ and wear the fragrance of the Gospel all the days of our lives is the most important thing. Christianity is not just about doing the right thing and avoiding the wrong thing. It is about living under the lordship of God and humbly wearing the magnificent attributes of Christ. As Paul Washer says, "Christianity is not just about what we do. Its about what we are." If we serve in Church yet our lives remain in the world, have we not nullified the meaning of Christianity? Have we not made our cries for revival senseless?

Being active in Church is not all there is in our faith. It is being spiritually active in every moment, wherever we are, as we maintain a close communion with God and live in accordance to the likeness of His Son. Though good works are the fruits of our faith, we are not to be work-centered men. We are to be men and women of God. Men and women who like Christ, dwell in His presence and live by His Word.

For us, the elect, making Christ a reality in our lives is a continual but victorious struggle. It is a struggle because by doing so we go against our former selves. We are also powerless in such struggle. Unless the Spirit empowers us there will be no true movement in our lives. However, it is also a victorious scheme because it is the Spirit that does the work. If God's Spirit is at work, what more can we expect other than victory? We may fail at times but victory will come in the end because our faithful God will finish the work He began in us.

To enter the Christian life is by faith alone in Christ. To live it is to fully submit to the power of the Spirit as He builds Christ-like character in our lives. All of these ultimately lead to worship.

As converts of the true Gospel, we can hold on to the promise that He would finish the work of regeneration, making sure that all the elect perseveres in the end. As a carpenter chips away the ugly blots of wood in his handicraft and finishes his work with a pleased smile, so will God chip away our badness as He supernaturally recreates our hearts and upon completion, look at His great work, pleased as in the day of creation. Isn't it great? Its not enough that we are free from the condemnation. We are also transformed into the likeness of Christ Jesus! What overwhelming reality! And after our character has been made perfect, we would be free from our vile flesh! We, the unworthy, would be fully made acceptable in the presence of God. It wouldn't be long before the Spirit completes His work on earth and the judgment of God passes. After which, we would be completely free from all this corruption. There would be no more mourning over sin. There would be no more preaching. There would be nothing else to do but the very thing we were created for: to worship and adore God, the great and glorious Being who is infinitely worthy of praise. What great hope! What great future! What great God!

I Am Truly Weak And I Praise God For It!

Everyday is a real struggle for me. My thought life is pathetic. I say to myself, "Oh Lord.. how weak and feeble am I? How dark is the core of my being? Help me for I am helpless. " I can't help but praise God for my daily struggles for it is through my everyday darkness that the light of God is shown in fullness. If not for my struggles, God's power and glory would not be revealed. I put all my hope that He would finish the work that He began in me.

Whenever I offend His great Name, I am reminded of my inferiority. And because of this, the stench of my pride is pushed back into the abyss of my former self. If God had not sovereignly planned these struggles, I would not be who I am today. I have been praying that He would heal me of my eternal diseases. But now? All I want is His will and desire for my life. If it pleases Him to suffer me so that I would continually depend on Him then by all means let Him smite my crumbling soul for the glory of His Name. It would hurt of course but God's discipline is always favorable to man. He does it sometimes as a reminder, as a warning or as a means of correction. At times, He also does it to reveal a sinful stronghold in my life. But most of the time, He does it so that I would bend my knees in awe. He does it so that I will focus on Him alone and worship Him in the glory He has revealed.

I would not trade my struggles for anything less I make them idols or God burns them from my memory. It is through my struggles, from simple to complex, that I was able to get to know God more. To most, I probably sound like a holy masochist who desires suffering and discord. This is untrue. I desire God alone. Its just that whenever I fall in my weakness, His love and mercy becomes more evident. Whenever I lose control, I learn to depend on Him and latch on His great robes in repentance and worship. I glory in my weaknesses and sufferings for it is through my disabilities that God's holiness is manifested. However, despite the suffering we endure when we preach the Gospel or live in conformity with the truth, Christianity is not all about persecution or suffering for the Name of Christ. Though our Captain of salvation was nailed on a tree, He did not suffer for the sake of man alone or as a mere example to what Christians are to be. He suffered so that we may be slaves to Him, doing what He has commanded us to do and worshiping Him in the richness of His glory. We were bought not only so that we may be free from the condemnation of sin, but also so that we may dwell in His presence and experience Him for the rest of our lives. God is the beginning and end of all things. He is the Alpha and the Omega. He is the everlasting Truth. He is the one might Lord who knows no frailty.

I am truly weak and I praise God for it!

Thursday, May 1, 2008

On God's Sovereignity

I praise God that He is a sovereign God. He is not one who leaves everything to chance. I rejoice in Him for He is not the type who sits on a feeble throne with wrinkles on His forehead, hoping men would come. He is a God of authority who literally calls and gets a reply from those He desires. Without such God there would be no eternal security nor a sense in suffering or daily living. I wrote this poem as a conviction to myself. Too often have I treated God as "unsovereign" in my life especially when struggles come (even the tiniest ones). And whenever I do think of Him as sovereign, I make it as an excuse to idleness. What a great God do we have?!! He "makes men" saved not savable. He transforms men not just encourages men to be transformed. He is a God of impossibility not possibility.

Enjoy the poem and be blessed!

I AM SOVEREIGN

I sit on a throne, I am sovereign above all
Even the devil cannot commit what I did not call
I laid the foundations of the universe, I alone sustain it
From the farthest galaxies to the tiniest heartbeat

What foolishness to think that their will I cannot override
Anything in this universe bows when I stride
Man says "no" all the time so only by Me can I make him mine
No credit is given to him, I moved and changed him, my glory alone shall shine

I sit on a throne, I am sovereign above all
Those whom I call and transformed shall never fall
Because I chose to love them and My reputation is on the line
Most important of all, My Son died to make them Mine

I do not call and hope someone would come
I call and they simply come
Foolish man, before you came I gave you knowledge
Therefore, the glory is to Me alone
Not a joint effort, your sins My Son atone
I gave you a heart of flesh, removing your heart of stone
I called you out, be glad that you I own

So do not think that you are above me or you can question me
If I chose to suffer you, it is for your well being
Do you think that one sparrow falls without Me knowing?
Its time you see that you are powerless before Me

Foolish man, I do not work out of obligation
I am not bounded by rules, laws, whatever denomination
I act based on My own holy pleasure not your decision
For the lost who do not hear, I intended them not to
For those who hear and act, I intended them to do

Make no mistake, I give you small, limited choices
However they too have been determined before you made them
Still all choice you make does not interfere My plan
Nor is it a real choice for I have the final Word
And My plans can never be in ruin nor can it sink
Nor do I have to redo, reevaluate or rethink
Nor do I hesitate. My Word defines eternal domination
Everything works out for the good, you're just a creation

Shall you then say that you should just stop living?
Whats the point of fighting, caring or preaching?
If I hold everything, shall you just sit and do nothing?
I decide everything and so to idleness you shall cling?
Let me tell you one thing:
Though I am Sovereign and I do not need thee
I am the Lord God so I also command thee.
Preach the Gospel and live in conformity
I hold the key, you are a creature made for Me
Since I do everything why then shall you do nothing?
I give you the privilege to sow My seeds and work on My behalf
Even though nothing could happen unless my Spirit acts
Through this I chose to reveal and show
That I am the Lord God, I alone know

I predestine man even before they were born
Be grateful that I do such merciful things
For if not, everyone of you would be lost in sin
And no matter what you do, you will never get in
But I am a God of mercy, a God of love
I am the Omnipotent, the Omnipresent above
No one shall stand and dishonor My work
I do not leave things to chance, nor do I hope
My Motion is clear and it shall come to pass
Even if all creation rebel against My will
My desire will come to pass, My Word will always last

Foolish man.. If I were not like this do you think you will have eternal security?
If I cannot outshine Your will and put sense in your failures do you think I can organize everything?
Come back to your senses, I am a God of authority
In the beginning "I am", I am Lord of eternity
My little creature, you are but a speck of dust in size and quality
Your nothing compared to the universe's density
Nothing slips My fingers, I am capable of all
Shall you then ask why not everyone has been called?
Its because I choose not to,
And know that even if I choose not, My holiness will not be affected
For man damned himself and the rest of his race
He is standing before a Judge in a hopeless case
I sent My son to be slaughtered as atonement for the elect
And it has been set into purpose so that no one can neglect
My Son did not die in vain in hope that people would repent
I never beg for people to come, If I call they shall respond
I make a Name for Myself and I will be the God of those whom I declare

There is no chance, no accident or coincidence, everything has a reason
And I alone am sovereign above all, holy and righteous is My Name
For I sit on a great white throne, I alone, I share it with none
I am sovereign above all, take comfort in that
For you have a great God, not a weak one who relies on chance
For you have not a god of pathetic hope but a God of assurance
My high and grand purpose you will not understand
Still, believe, live and persevere
Even though it is meaningless less I appear
For I command thee and I set You free
And what else can you do? now that you belong to Me?
Worship and live for me and by My grace, imitate My Son
Despise the things I despise and love the things I love
Seek Me, dwell in Me, drink from Me and serve Me
For these reasons I set you free,
For these reasons I made you see.
Be what I made you to be, only then can you be truly happy.